Life

Fuck school . Fuck life . Fuck everything. What happen sia? Haiss how did it end up this way ... It's seriously strange how such small shortcomings became a stab In the back for me. What I do wrong anyway? Haven't I had enough of this , it's been like more than 3months and the results were still the freaking same. Wtf sia. All I can think about is negative thought nothing positive in life anymore. Hmm....

Happy Birthday .

Though i'm really unable to celebrate ur birthday since i'm like nothing special to you . i just have to wished you and just do what my instinct told me . its been awhile and i hope you're happy . just want you to be h-a-p-p-y thats all . it will bring a smile upon me no matter how sad i am . thanks for everything . wished i could spend this last hour with you . i really wished i could . happy 17th birthday to you . i love you so much (:

Friendship?

Getting more sick as the days go by , have not suffer enough , what in the fuck happen to me? after quitting my job , i was jobless, meant primary schools and played soccer , got punched , went to lan with new friends got stab in the back by someone closed . it hurts alot to undergo this . but well , its life . there's sure to be ups and downs . where's my up's? dun even see them . starting to give up on everything . losing hope and i couldn't care less . haha . life's a joke . have fun while it stocks last

lol

dah ade teman istimewa baru pe , kawan lelaki pun banyak . best ah katekan? haha

aku hidup dah cam sial kau sedap2 macam baru kluar penjara . memeyh ah eh . betina tahu nak pakai buang biarlah eh . aku dah lama tahu nie sume , tuhan tunjukkan aku , so what to do kan.....

haha hidup seronok . setan mana2 nak kacau aku

Stress

quitting this bloodyy job today . thanks to all the aunties at guardian who psychoed me to quit . well appreciate their help anyway . this job is so fucked up , every day must tell them sales , stand there for 7 hours , can die sia . feet hurts so badly that it started to bruise . blame that stupid black shoe , cant walk properly for a week now , faking my pain when i'm with people . pathetic life huh? well thats the way it is :/ . hoping for a better day . god help me..........................

Sorrow

naz its time to forget . stop hurting urself , it wont change a fucking thing. its pointless. its useless , get a fucking life please , no more alrdy . god gave you this purpose so move on .

HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY BABY !!

Today actually want to go the whole town area to look for jobs early in the morning . But because of me , we woke up late . i didn't even get to see my friends performance at taka . sad la . all my fault .sorry . anyway after waking up we went to somerset to eat mee goreng but the stall open at six and it was only 4.30 . so , we walk to far east to eat laksa but the laksa tasted weird than the usual one and we complained . in the end , we ate curry chicken ! afterthat we walk back to somerset to see if got flea market or not but dun have . so nevermind . went homed . otw homed , we drop by at kfc to buy a meal for my sis afterthat we headed home .

Bby nine months alrdy le ! yay ! the best bby ever ! thank you bby !

remember our promise about this holiday right? you know i know they dun know .

shoes are my hobby

clothes are your taste

whatever it is

it all remains the same (: !

love you bby !